I think I've blogged about this before, but I'm so deep in a shame spiral right now that I'm going to blog about it again.
You know how anorexic girls look in the mirror and think they are fat, even though they weigh like 82 pounds? Their mind plays tricks on them, or they are so deep in denial that they can't see reality? Yeah, well, I have that same problem, but the opposite.
I'm the fat girl who looks in the mirror and thinks I'm skinny.
I look in the mirror and think "Not too shabby Hoffmann, not too shabby." Which is fine, right, having a healthy self-image, not being all judgey about your body, blah blah blah.
It's all well and good until someone posts a picture of me on facebook in my swimsuit and I look like a pregnant BBW porn star.
I'm going tankini shopping ASAP.
Shame. Boatloads of shame.
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